So I can only say...I am angry with _________. Because ________ did _________. Can you believe that? I know you would be furious too! My therapist asked me to write a letter (not necessarily to send it!), and express my feelings. So I wrote a letter and I said ____________ and _________ and _________. Then I wrote ______________. It was like creating a door and letting the dragon get some exercise.
The dragon, as you can imagine, is a bit stiff from being cramped up in the cellar for so long or to be more clear, I still struggle to accept my right to be angry about what happened (then and now.). You have heard how abused women will often say, "it wasn't his fault, I deserved it". Well, I don't say I deserved it, but I do make a lot of excuses for this person's behavior.
I think this is the most incomprehensible blog post I have ever written. So, you know the saying, "a picture is worth a thousand words"....so since I don't have the right words, how about a picture?
|I call this Rorschach as art.|
It reminds me of those ink blot tests that psychologists sometimes use, Rorschach tests. So I showed it to my therapist. He seemed to find it ver-r-r-ry interesting....